Lirik Lagu Rayi Putra - Demons
"Demons"
Look
i'm fighting all these demons
but they
they live inside of me
and they
they're eating me alive
and i'm
i'm trying to survive
all this hatred is trying to kill me
i'm sick of my self
someone please help me, i'm filthy
uh
but they're eating me alive
and i'm
i'm trying to survive
i feel like wanna curse right now
i feel like making a verse with negative words
and burst right now
all this energy that's hidden inside of me
wanna let it out
scream and shout to my enemies
uh
i'm fighting all these demons
but it seems like i'm losing
cause everybody saying i'm a loser
and all my friends saying i'm a pu**y
and if they keep pushing, i'm lose it
i'm stupid
can't seem to find cupid in my life
and what i'm good at is getting high
i knwow i should stop cause i could die
but if a good dope comes around
i'm try
i know i won't die as a hero
i'm not neo
i'm just a big zero
i'm trapped with all this hatred
like i'm in the matrix
but i think i'm agent smith
look
i'm fighting all these demons
but they
they live inside of me
and they
they're eating me alive
and i'm
i'm trying to survive
all this hatred is trying to kill me
i'm sick of my self
someone please help me, i'm filthy
uh
but they're eating me alive
and i'm
i'm trying to survive
i feel like i wanna burn something
hurt someone
cause i ain't never earned nothing
look, i'm just a glitch in the a system
that i created
i use to be creative
but now i'm faded
i made it to the bottom
not the top
bottom
never know when my time comes for me to blossom
i'm a monster, killing my own dreams
and i won't stop unless i have od'd
i'm og when it comes to blowing trees
overseas, is where i'm heading
cause i'm sick of this
stupid kids, dad's money
oh you think you're rich? huh?
talk to me when you're so, kid
uh
got me feeling so ignant
so i slit my wrist in order to find peace
i put on condoms every time i fix problems
yeah, ain't life awesome?
Look
i'm fighting all these demons
but they
they live inside of me
and they
they're eating me alive
and i'm
i'm trying to survive
all this hatred is trying to kill me
i'm sick of my self
someone please help me, i'm filthy
uh
but they're eating me alive
and i'm
i'm trying to survive